I pity her

In the darkness I see it all

I see a girl so sad

She just realised her hardening face is nothing to be alarmed of

It’s just the egg on her face drying up

The egg she ended up with yet again

It’s even starting to peel off

Peeling off the layers and layers of lets start over again

It’s u and me kid Oh! What a joke

Just not the laughing kind but the choking kind 

It’s choking the sleep out of her

Her heart beats so fast in fear her role as his fool will be revealed to all

For all to see she didn’t have it together after all

Once again she’s singin the akwaba song

Only to a different tune this time

This time she seems wiser even more stronger

Confessions of a sista with mad love

My creator has blessed me with amazing strong woman in my life this is my confessions of the mad love I got going for yall

Siphokazi Doro you have seen me thru spoilt rotten lil princess

 puberty hit you were there conservations you and Busisiwe Putu were having had me seeing right thru Mr Right now to Mr Right 4 me with your hand holding me tight a grip so strong not even losing our father (our connection)yanked it…I love you my sista

Nokulunga when we first met I wasn’t ready for you the silly girl in me has wasted our precious time in this journey for that sista I’m sorry…I love you sis wam

Busisiwe Putu I guess I’ve gotten used to not having you around even though our connection is gone now I will never forget what it felt like to have a big sista in you…

The Rusty Lady Bistro & Delicatessen

Boomerang

Mmmh not bad thinking to herself

Tall, hazel eyed stranger before her

He swung his beautifully structured self to her altitude  

Mmmh he smells good she thought

Without asking he took her hand in his looking her straight in the eye

As if he knew what that was doin to her

A look that made her feel like she was the only woman,

 Who mattered to him except for his mom ofcoz  J

I love U but...

I love U but…

It pains ME to see U define ME with what went before

Memories U’ve left behind so U’ve said…

U are with ME now! See ME

Let me in…let me love you…dance with me…

She is 5yrs old

without a sound screaming from the

core of her broken spirit

“Nobody will believe you”: He said

they will say you like ‘Izinto ezimdaka’

with her beautiful murky brown eyes

she smiles with a beam so bright

nobody sees the pain and sorrow she carries within

She is 25yrs old

Listening to your heart beat

Asking me to dance, dance to the never ending song

playing in my soul where only you and my Creator have the floor

if you knew the throbbing sorrow carried by the melody

you would put up your dancing shoes

Untitled...

Words cannot begin to give enough reason

for the restoration in this soul

With the abolition to all I thought I knew

Living me in momentarily darkness

Haunted with your ghostly appearance

Forcing this soul to see u…hear u…but u won’t do the same

I guess that’s how it is when you expect somethang

without wanting anything

My last first kiss

My feet has left the ground

uncertainties firmly on the soil

infinity pledges from my heart to yours

letting this self float in your arms for time without end

bear foot inflated with harmonious existence

the soothing sound of your name as mine

ME vs. YOU (me vs. me)

I disguised you

Still you reveal yourself

Even in my mind I don’t have control over you

I am known not to have control

Could it be why we are?

Sometimes you look at me

Suddenly I feel naked and I start to blush,

Blushing because in mind for a spilt second

I believed you could see you were there.

In the eye of the Storm...

Left or Right

Up or Down

Which way should I turn?

Each way seems bright enough to see my way through

And yet the questions are still.

Should I find you or

Will you find me?

Do you come in peace?

A part of me has gone cold

A part of me has gone cold

I feel it in the words I spit

A place so dark I cannot see my way through

A part of me has gone cold

I wanna move I cannot stop looking back

02/07/1953-14/02/2012

The phone rang my sister on the other end asking if I have had the NEWS. Already I knew someone was dead however I was not prepared for what came next...she said with a faint voice :"Our father is no more" I don't remember what I said I think I said something like "I hear you I know you wouldn't lie about something like this but I don't believe you" for a couple of days I did not believe it. The news left me numb I didn't even cry. All I kept thinking how could I not feel my dads departure; why am I not feeling his spirit around me; was he in that hurry to leave and what the HELL was he doing there anyway; why didn't he tell me he was going home like he would normally do.Oh by the way all these questions didn't get me anywhere.

e-wallet

Oh my I am still sweating in places I never thought I had :). I was filling up petrol/gas when my Bank went offline.I did not have enough cash on me to pay for the petrol already in my car.Just minutes before the bank went offline I withdrew cash from an ATM thus I couldn't understand what was happening because I knew without a doubt that there was enough money in my account.I started calling friends and family to find a way to get money to me. Finally a friend of mine came thru for me thank GOD.

A woman inlove...

He got her singin: Lah lah lah lah lah lah lah lah lah
She be hummin a tune only a mockingbird could carry
Her beautiful soul on display for all to see
Need not ask her, you could see the love of her man in her eyes
The method of him doin her good you could swear she was rubbin it in
Seein her feet tapping to the unheard beat playin within
Her playfulness did say she got it all this morning J
Her skin glowin with the “I feel like a star glitters”
Her skin ozzin with the “I’m happy lotion”
Her smile seen from far