My Angel got me an early Mother's day gift today :), she is so adorable.
A brand new kinda free...
Inspired by Alicia Keys track: Brand New Me
"It took a long, long road to get here
It took a brave, brave girl to try
It took one too many excuses, one too many lies
Don't be surprised, don't be surprised
...I'm not expecting sorry
I'm too busy finding myself
I got this
I found me, I found me, yeah..."
"It took a long, long road to get here
It took a brave, brave girl to try
It took one too many excuses, one too many lies
Don't be surprised, don't be surprised
...I'm not expecting sorry
I'm too busy finding myself
I got this
I found me, I found me, yeah..."
The words above are dedicated to my
yesterday. 2012 came with amazing and tough lessons, cutting my hair has given
me this amazing freeing feeling. I feel like when the hair fell off all my
issues fell with it, watching the lady sweep my hair away gone was the
heaviness that came with it. I can truly understand the brand new kinda free
Alicia Keys is referring to in this track. 14 Feb. a year ago was the day my
father died, when it came this year I felt like if only I could just hide away
at least till 15 Feb. :).
I pity her
In the darkness I see it all
I see a girl so sad
She just realised her hardening face is nothing to be alarmed
of
It’s just the egg on her face drying up
The egg she ended up with yet again
It’s even starting to peel off
Peeling off the layers and layers of lets start over again
It’s u and me kid Oh! What a joke
Just not the laughing kind but the choking kind
It’s choking the sleep out of her
Her heart beats so fast in fear her role as his fool will be
revealed to all
For all to see she didn’t have it together after all
Once again she’s singin the akwaba song
Only to a different tune this time
This time she seems wiser even more stronger
Confessions of a sista with mad love
My creator has blessed me with amazing
strong woman in my life this is my confessions of the mad love I got going for
yall
Siphokazi Doro you have seen me thru spoilt
rotten lil princess
puberty hit you were there conservations you
and Busisiwe Putu were having had me seeing right thru Mr Right now to Mr Right
4 me with your hand holding me tight a grip so strong not even losing our
father (our connection)yanked it…I love you my sista
Nokulunga when we first met I wasn’t ready
for you the silly girl in me has wasted our precious time in this journey for
that sista I’m sorry…I love you sis wam
Busisiwe Putu I guess I’ve gotten used to
not having you around even though our connection is gone now I will never
forget what it felt like to have a big sista in you…